Week 6
This project begins with a contradiction I repeatedly experience but cannot fully explain. During the semester, before exams, or close to project deadlines, I often save things I want to do “when I have free time,” such as books I want to read, games I want to play, movies I want to watch, and restaurants or exhibitions I want to visit. I also often say things in conversations like “after my exam,” “after I submit this project,” or “after the semester ends.” These things often feel especially appealing when I am busy, and I look forward to the free time when I can finally do them. However, once the task is finished and that free time actually arrives, I often lose the same sense of urgency, and some of these things are eventually forgotten. This led me to ask: Why do the things I save for my future free time lose their urgency once that free time actually arrives? To explore this question, I built an archive of more than 100 personal items, including saved posts, books, games, movies, podcasts, restaurants, activities, and WeChat messages beginning with phrases such as “after I…” or “when I…”. All of these materials come from my own digital records and daily experience. I reorganized the archive through three methods: Morphology, Taxonomy, and Typology. Morphology helped me break down the structure of each future desire, including what I was waiting for, what I wanted to do later, and what eventually happened. Taxonomy helped me trace where these desires came from, such as Rednote, TikTok, WeChat, friends, family, class, or offline encounters. Typology helped me distinguish different kinds of imagined futures, such as seeing the future as a reward, a time for rest, or an opportunity to become a better version of myself. So far, the mapping shows that I often attach these desires to specific future conditions or time points. Rednote appears frequently as a source of influence in my archive, and many postponed desires are imagined as rewards after completing a task. Through this project, I want to better understand how technology, saving practices, and imagined futures shape the way we organize desire, and why future free time often feels different from the way we imagined it.
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